December 7th, 2019

pissy red dragon from tammylee

Really, I'm getting tired of this

'This' being not able to even stand up in the morning after I've stiffened up overnight. Used to be a few minutes of stretching would at least suffice to get me up and moving. Now it doesn't, and suddenly my bladder *needs* to be emptied when I wake up OR ELSE. Not at any other time of the day, you understand; just when I'm least capable of moving. I may start wearing diapers. The alternative is to bend double and cling to walls as I inch down the hallway, and that fails as often as not.

Granted it's a particularly winter thing, since I was much more limber pre-snow and pre-boots. Still.

And I'm also tired of these detailed but unresonant dreams I get from the current meds. Last night's both happened in a Japan that was much more realistic than any of my previous 'Japan' dreams. One even comprised a period-correct chanbara plot. But though everything looked right, nothing had the right feel. It was a two dimensional mockup of the place. And though it was all as mundane as can be, it's left me with a bad taste in my mental mouth, just because there was no there there.