November 13th, 2006

jiip sad

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Various shades of fannish aargh.
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Otherwise I am not writing and should be. It's true, as the unpleasant but accurate metaphor has it- not writing when you're a fan is like eating without shitting. It all kind of psychically backs up inside you and makes you logey and ill-humoured. It's just that I don't like anything I'm writing now: I don't think it has any intrinsic value and am certain that it isn't worth the pain it takes to produce it. But this still leaves me fretful and unsettled.
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